These Past Few Months(Rant) by TheLucky38, journal
These Past Few Months(Rant)
This is going to be a very serious journal about these past few months that have become very, very complicated for me. It's not due to the internet. But something that has been going on for a very long time, since February. If you don't want to read on. I highly recommend you stop reading. I just need to type this now. Otherwise I might explode in real life. Hopefully I'll be alright after writing this.
Where can I begin? Oh right, the beginning. In the last two years. I've been working in a job that I won't say on here. If I did already, from another journal that I misplaced. Then you probably know. It was my first job ever. Since in High S
I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and cut my skin
I try everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that's not me
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Here inside, my quiet hell
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I try everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
It's 23:46. So what better thing than to do all these crappy question challenges again? It's depression mode on so idgaf.
NUMBER UNO
Post this in your Journal with the title saying,
"I act like a __ year-old".
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
Total: 5
[ ] You show up for school late a lot. No, I have anxiety. I'm half an hour early.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
Happy Birthday, sis! Nah, too square. Too emoji. Too pixilated(wait, isn't that everything on here?). Too balanced. Finally. The ultimate Oreo cake. Now imagine it as an ice cream cake. Now it's even better.